Human Machines

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted 
I thought about our last kiss how it felt the way you tasted 
and even though your friends tell me you're doing fine 
and you're somewhere feeling lonley even though he's right beside you 
when he says those words that hurt you do you read the ones i wrote you? 

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie? 
If what we had was real, how could you be fine? 
'Cause i'm not fine at all 

The day you told me you were leaving 
I remember the make up running down your face 
and the dreams you left being, you didn't need them 
like every single wish we ever made 
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia 
Forget about the stupid little things 
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you 
and the memories i never can't scape 
'Cause i'm not fine at all 

The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone 
I admit that i like to see them all alone i fell alone 
All my friends keep asking why