I'm Not Scared Anymore
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MatureComplete Sun, Feb 10, 2019<5 mins
**************This Is A True Story**************
Have you ever loved someone so much that it basically kills you.
I have.
Have you ever treated someone so bad that they end up treating you like you treated them?
It happens.
Have you ever fell in love with someone after they fall out of love with you?
Yes I have.
Have you ever put someone last just to put yourself first for once?
Yes I have.
Have you ever broke someone's heart and when they broke yours you became crazy and or psycho?
Yes I have.
Well if you've done all these things welcome to your session. This is where we reflect and think about what we did to that person. And read the book to find out if Karina is just crazy and she needs to be loved or put in a straight jacket.
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