This book is about the true story of my life. It is a story about recovery from childhood trauma and abuse, my feelings of self worthlessness, and mental illness. This story captures the pain of my childhood, as well as my life and the outcomes it has had on me. It is not simply just a story but rather, for the time being, a series of poems walking through my past as well as my current struggles. I later on will write the official autobiography of my life. Just a disclaimer, this book captures parts of my life where eating disorders, suicidal thoughts/actions, and abuse occured so please proceed with caution. Thank you for reading!