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Last published Fri, Feb 8, 2019
Jonathan is shocked to find out that his former best friend, Michael Jennings has committed suicide while he was out of town. Now, desperately trying to find out the reason behind the dead boy's suffering, he seeks out every person who had a connection with L. Including the girl he once had a crush on.
Hearing everyone else's version of the story, Jonathan begins to question everything, including himself.
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