I was in a really dark place when writing this. I wrote down how i felt and tried to explain my feelings. I dont exactly know why its public and out for anyone to read, but i guess that was my choise.
This will be a Dabihawks Tickletober book. I had a sudden motivation to write this. I have never written something like this before, so sorry if anything is weird.
There might be some grammar mistakes since English is not my first language.