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The Pain I'm In || Peter parker || [Completed]✔
KonekoJr
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  • Reads 147,391
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  • Parts 25
  • Time 2h 36m
KonekoJr
Complete, First published Feb 08, 2019
Mature
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❝ y-you just WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND! ❞ 
I snapped staring into my clenched fists

❝ What don't I understand peter?❞
Tony kept a concerned tone, never once taking his eyes off me.

❝ The pain I'm in. ❞


I murmured glaring daggars at him. 

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In which Peter parker struggles more now than he's ever struggled before. With The death of his aunt may; her abusive Boyfriend takes guardianship over him. While life slowly unfolds around him, he is forced to struggle. How can peter be   spiderman- a super hero- if he can't even save himself from his own demons?

(Under editing, you know- grammar mistakes and whatnot)

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⚠Trigger warning⚠
- Thoughts of suicide 
- self mutilation 
- grotesque quotes/sections 
- depression and anxiety 
- Domestic violence 
- foul language 

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I don't own marvel, or Spiderman, or any character accept michael.

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I wrote this when I was 15, so there's a few minor screw ups!! I will go back and edit soon though!
Also this fanfic IS NOT BASED OFF OF MY LIFE OR REAL LIFE . AND THIS FANFIC IS NOT RELATED TO MY LIFE IN GENERAL.

This is literally just a story I wrote for all my fans requesting the Peter parker Saddness series and such love  you guys!!!
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31 parts Complete

After Peter had been bitten by a spider and the death of his Uncle Ben, Peter became Spider-man. Living with his Aunt May, going to high school as a sophomore and at night saving the people of Queens from Robberies, Kidnappings and some of Spider-mans enemies. One day Peter comes home to see his Aunt May shot and killed just like his Uncle Ben. Peter was then taken to an Orphanage where he was neglected by the care takers only a few kids try to help him make it through his time in the Orphanage. But sadly over the time of three months Peter slowly stopped talking, the schools therapist that was in charged of helping Peter to talk again. Tony and Pepper are wanting to adopt a kid thinking that having a kid will help keep the other's from having another 'Civil war' issue. So that is what they did, going to the closest Orphanage in Queens. When they first lay their eyes on Peter they knew that he was special and that he was the one. Everything was going great but all good things must come to an end. Will Peter make it out of his depressed state or will he be forever lost in his depression. I do not own anything except for the story plot and my Oc. All rights belong to their rightful owners. might change it to Mature later on into the story just in case. Book 1

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