Not Without You. (Ethan x Reader)

**This story may contain self harm, harassment and assault, and other triggering content. Read at your own risk.**

I was a kind of normal student at Cape Elizabeth high school, good grades, friends with teachers, kind, and popular. But here's the thing, I have good grades becuase I have nothing better to do than study, or work on homework. I'm friends with the teachers because I actually listen and do my work. I'm kind to others becuase I want them to be kind to me. So that means I'm popular, but not in a good way. They hear my name then roll their eyes, or groan. I only have two real friends at school, Tyler Scheid and Ethan Nestor. Tyler is a nobody like me, but he doesn't get bullied as horribly. Ethan on the other hand, is friends with a lot of people, he has good grades and is smart, despite having ADHD and he always has left over time to hang out. He's popular, and in a good way, nothing like me. But we have a lot of similarities, skin that isn't perfect, song preference, ways of thinking, smart-ish and clothing style. The truth? I like him-- No, I love him. And I'm sure he knows. I told Tyler, and he's been trying to get us together ever since. He thinks Ethan and I would be cuter than he and I were. I love them both to death, but school kind of messes everything up in my life. I wonder if it'll work out.

(Barely anything in this timeline will match up, I know this, I'm sorry if it really pisses you off)