"It’s all I had done since she left me. Go to clubs, push away my emotions. I can’t get hurt this way and I literally feel nothing anymore. When she left she took that part of me with her, my emotions, my love and my heart. I don’t need to feel anymore. All I need is the burn of the alcohol sliding down my throat." Based on the song Chandelier by Sia. One-Shot. AU. OOC. Camren. *triggering* also published on 5hfanfiction.tumblr.com