@/lukehemmings: January 1st 2019: Ari: you won't ever see this. That's a good thing. I don't want anyone to see this but I need to let it out and I have no one to tell. I can't risk these being found and if anyone was to read them, you'd be the only person I trust. ----------- Warning: death of loved ones and suicide is briefly mentioned. Loosely based off invisible. It's quite sad.