Why me?

I'm just an average person living in an extraordinary world, to be honest i'm not sure of anything, but I do know one thing and that's that I want to live my life to the fullest. I'm a teenager and you'll probably think that I'm a stuck up 15 year old that wants the dream of there life but your wrong. I want everyone else to be happy before myself even if it takes my own life away. See it all started when I was 10 I read this book and you know what? That's all when it really clicked for me, I became something I never knew was there, I want the dreams and the bucket lists and the love story but you know what, it doesn't work like that you have to be someone first, figure out who you are and who you want to be and then you figure all that out. My name is Lexi Jane Park and this, well this is my story my friends.