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  • Reads 358,364
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  • Parts 97
  • Time 9h 33m
kermitthecreator
Ongoing, First published Feb 11, 2019
Mature
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Why does all this shit happen to me?
 
 
 "To have someone so close to you just disappear is a pain I can't explain. It just feels empty. So incredibly empty."

 

Girlxgirl with Billie Eilish.

Ember suffers from anxiety and depression but she tries to hide it as good as she can. For her, the way to do it is to put on a mask and act as if she's this confident and cocky girl that no one messes with because they're scared. Sometimes, the mask slips off and people get to see the real Ember, who's  emotional, caring and kind. One day, Ember meets a girl who makes her want to take her mask off and show her real personality.
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"But you said! you told me you love me!" I yelled at her tears streaming down my face. She looks at me and shrugs smiling, "I didn't mean it. I was just playing around. Wanted to know what it was like. And you know I love him." "You wrote it! 'If I love you was a promise would you break it if your honest' it was a promise! you can't break a promise!" I sob out clenching the end of my shirt tightly. "How old are you? Fucking 10? Promises are made to be broken. At least I'm being true to staying honest. Wake up y/n, this is reality. I'm not even gay! I was just curious." She says rolling her eyes. "So you chose me to play with? To hurt? You think my feelings aren't valid just because I'm a lesbian? So you play with my feelings! You're just a selfish bitch! I fucking hate you Billie!" I yell unable to control my emotions anymore. "Okay? Well if that was it, I'm leaving. Brandon's waiting for me in the car." She says with a laugh. I look up to met her ocean eyes filled with amusement and accomplishment. I look at her with disgust and walk away. Away from her, hopefully forever.
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"why do you vape? it's bad for you. you know that, right?" she asked quietly after a moment. "i know it is, but i can't stop now. it's an addiction." i shrugged, fidgeting with my novo. "why can't i be your new addiction?" she whispered, looking at me pleadingly. "that can be arranged." ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 5/1/2020 ended: 11/2/2020 ============================== achieved: ? #1 in #dontsmileatme 7/25/2020 ? #1 in #billieeilish 10/4/2020 ? #3 in #lgbtq 9/21/2020 ? #1 in #billie 9/27/2020 ? #1 in #claudia 10/17/2020 ? #17 in #lgbtpride 11/2/2020
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