Who I am - Larry Stylinson AU
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Harry is lost, and not only of breath. She's lost with what she is, she is lost with who she has become. She is trapped in her own body, and doesn't know what to do. She has help, she has love, and she has acceptance but none of that matters if she doesn't help, love, or accept herself. Louis is at lost with his best friend , and wants to help. How does he help someone who refuses it?
She doubts everything, and believes this is a phase; Until one day he doesn't believe it's a phase anymore.
Harry knows who he is but he is afraid to open up, and tell the world "Who I Am"
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