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Dear Sam,

this is letter number21 and I still can't stop thinking about you. Wether on Christmas, as I opened my presents or on new years eve. I always thought about you and wished you were next to me, holding me in your arms and telling me that everything will be ok. It hurts to know that you're not mine and  that i lost everything.  My great life and my dad. I'm so angry at him and I'm still torn between going to his funeral anr not going to his funeral next sunday. My mum is not the same anymore and I feel so empty and lonely because of him. There are so many things I want to tell you, but I'm too tired to write more. I love you Sammy.

Your Bea.All Rights Reserved

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