Rejected

it all started when I was 16, I didn't shift .
that's when my pack turned their backs against me.
my own family abused me.

when I found my mate, he was the future alpha and one of my biggest tormentor.

I got the worst beating of my life. He raised his hands again to cut me again but he stopped and guilt welled up in his eyes.
"Mate." he said.
"you're my mate."
He picked me up, but I was too weak to get up. My brother and parents and my pack was watching everything. they all had one thing in their eyes, guilt.
I laughed and laughed.
"what's wrong my love?" he asked and stroked my hair. I pushed him with all my power , he flinched a little.
"now, you want me? do you really think I will accept you after what you have done to me." I said and looked at him. He looked guilty so was my family and pack.
"I am so-sorry, please I love you. for-give m-mee." he said and tried to touch my arm but I move backwards. I turned around and before I ran. I said-
" I ELLA RUTH REJECT YOU NIKOLAUS AS MY MATE." I said and everybody gasped and I ran as fast as my legs could take me.