I'm Okay. Sort Of.
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Last published Mon, May 20, 2019
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No one saw him and only saw her, but that's how they looked at me
I was never my own person after her. Everything was always a "sorry" from everyone. Maybe it was my fault for acting like a victim or being weak. I wasn't like Levi, I wasn't like her either. I was the weakest one out of the three of us.
"Please Charly, don't blame me anymore", I heard Levi's words flutter all the way to my heart, feeling hot droplets on my forehead and cover my face, but these weren't mine.
I looked up, only shifting so that I could see him. This raw side of him I had never seen before.
Sadness. It had consumed him too.
It was what we had in common.
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19 year old Charlotte Greene, or how her friends call her "Charly," had to get over the idea of being abandoned by her best friend the exact same day she lost an important part of her life almost 10 years ago. Starting her life again, never being able to let go... Until one day comes and that certain ex best friend just can't be avoided. Her life either crushes into smaller pieces or is put together so slowly you can't even tell...
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