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IT WAS ME ALL ALONG

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Time 1h 37m

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"I will never understand why every organ in your body gets support and sympathy when it is ill, except for your brain."
-Lynn-

This is a psychological thriller about Lynn's perspective of life and the people around her.
Her life wasn't the nicest or the easiest to navigate. Grace, Sarah, Matthew, Dolf and several other characters' lives were no pic-nic either.

Here's another little passage from Lynn hoping it will make you want more

"I don't need you to fix me! I don't need you to screw your life up for me! I'm determined to make something out of this lemon life gave me. Just go please don't make it harder than it already is..  I'll be fine, In fact you'll be seeing a whole lot of me soon"
"H.. How?"
"Haven't figured that out yet! But..On the internet! Or maybe on TV one day.."

How are these characters going to navigate their diffrent roller coasters? Will they pull through? And mostly, what are their takes on life?
let's find out !All Rights Reserved

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Pain of the Whispers

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