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Oblivion

lilykozormiller

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Parts 6
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Reads 42
Votes 13
Parts 6
Time 26m

lilykozormiller

Mature

abuse anorexia bullying eatingdisorder happy heartbreak hurt selfharm suicide violence

Everyone says I am invincible right? But just touch me and I wince or I will flinch in some way. I have secrets and trust no one. I am the perfect example of betrayal, cause everyone that I have trusted has broke me. What are the top 11 most painful things in life? Well for many different people it is many different things, right?  For me? That is a whole other story. 1)Bringing back the feelings you have learned to forget, 2)Reminiscing the good times, 3) Trying to hide what you really feel, 4)Loving someone who loves another, 5) Having a commitment with someone you know would not last , 6) Shielding your heart to love somebody, 7) Loving a person too much, 8) Right love at the wrong time, 9)taking a risk to fall in love again, 10) accepting that it wasn't meant to be, 11) the "what if's" 
I am not so strong anymore......All Rights Reserved

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