Poems and short stories I have collected together from when I was in my teens. They are about many different things, bullying, neglect, misunderstanding, heartbreak, self-harm and suicide. Rape, hatred, depression and anxiety. Some readers may be triggered so I will warn you. I suffer from clinical depression and anxiety disorder since I was a child. I was severely bullied and abused by my men in my relationships. These are the poems of my feeling and the stories of my life. And I hope my work will help or inspire others in some way.