Lights || h.s. one shot

"Harry," I read her perfect handwriting while on the earliest flight to the City of Angels.

"I hope our love is the kind that's everlasting, something we both won't get tired of doing everyday. I hope I never have to convince myself to forget you because I don't know what kind of life I'll be living without you by my side. I know it's never easy-- you have to admit it Harry, it was never easy when it came to us-- but I want to work this relationship out with you for as long as life allows me to live. I love you like the space between lightning and thunder-- electrified and alive but silent and knowing. But you have to learn to love me like the clouds love the rain. You have let me go sometimes, but I will always come back to you and we will always be two parts of the same thing. Even if I'm not there anymore, please remember that I'm not entirely gone, I will always and forever will be a part of you."

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"The worst type of crying is the silent one. The one where everyone is asleep.

The one where you feel in your throat and your eyes become blurry from all the tears.

The one where you just one to scream.

The one where you have to hold your breath and grab your stomach to keep quiet.

The one where you can't breathe anymore.

The one where you realise the person that meant the most to you, is gone."

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