The rain's comfort
- Reads 1,374
- Votes 81
- Parts 21
Beep beep beep... "Where am I? Am I really dead? is my life really over! What happened to me?" I began sobbing uncontrollably, why did this have to happen to me? Beep beep beep
"Jade..." a faint cracked voice spoke out.
"I'm so sorry... I couldn't protect you." Austin... that's Austin speaking to me.
Save me Austin
[ I wrote this FOREVER ago, I just thought I should say it's really..... challenging. There is a lot of self esteem issues and issues regarding mental health. I was in a very dark place when I was writing this- I just thought I should warn potential readers. I've also changed my writing tremendously! I do not write like this anymore. I think it's safe to say I rushed through the storyline and didn't develop my characters as wisely as I wish I did. And to that I apologize. The only reason I have not deleted this story is because this is just another demonstration of my past and a ledge from which I've jumped from to a higher level of thinking. We can't erase our past, but we can see the relics of our time and build from the foundations we've made. ]
Kindest regards,
-Jay Ørtega
All Rights Reserved
#26
ofmiceandmen
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
Not the Only One
"I'm not perfect. If you know my life story it would change your mind," I admit, looking down. Yes, I hate my past and yes, I'm most definitely not perfect. I untangle myself from Dante and get off the bed, turning to look at them all. "I need to go back to my hotel room to change." The response is instantaneous. All men frown and begin to protest. "You're staying here, sweetheart-" "Don't do this, love-" "Babygirl, stay with us-" I'm sure they don't all love me that much. It's probably a short-term love, temporary. I'm certain in a few months time they won't love me or want me to stay with them. "I'd love to stay but-" I begin to say before they all interrupt me. "Then that's final-" "You can stay-" "Please stay-" "I don't have clothes here," I state the obvious. "Wear ours!" they all exclaim at once. * * * * * * * Lexi has moved countries to escape her past and start a new life. She wants to make her own decisions and live her own life without people judging her. A charming man meets her and helps her get settled. She meets two other charming young men who help her. Each man helps her in different ways, yet she is attracted to them all the same. As she struggles with her mental health and tries not to drown into the depths of depression, it seems as though her past is too strong and she will never get better. No one can help her. Will Lexi succumb to depression, or will not only one, but three men, help her live the life she has spent so long looking for? WARNING!!! Contains scenes including suicide attempts, depression, brutal rape, extreme verbal and physical abuse, mature scenes, self harm (and things I may have forgotten) - It may be triggering to some people - If this is you, please don't read if it might trigger you I'm always here if anyone needs to talk
{ #3 } Twisted Moon (MxM || 18+)
Black Moon Series Book #3 Warning: #Mature #Gay #Triggering You shouldn't read this story before you have read at least I Would Give Him The Moon as you'll be missing part of the plot otherwise. My name is Camden and my friends categorize me as a sadist. A sadistic Dominant. I need to get this anger within out and I do so by inflicting mental and physical pain to my Submissives. And yet the moment I get the best kicks is through the aftercare I dispense. My soul is twisted. My past is twisted. * My name is Noah. I'm a homeless teenager who ran away from a homophobic family who never loved me because of what I supposedly did to my twin sister. I need pain to soothe my troubled mind. So I self-harm. My soul is twisted. My past is twisted. "A lifetime of consumption, They've all become the same, I punish them for pleasure, And pleasure some with pain. I punish you with pleasure, And pleasure you with pain" Thirty Seconds To Mars - End Of All Days "I wanna hide the truth I wanna shelter you But with the beast inside There's nowhere we can hide [...] When you feel my heat Look into my eyes It's where my demons hide It's where my demons hide Don't get too close It's dark inside It's where my demons hide It's where my demons hide" Imagine Dragons - DemonsComplete
Maybe? - A Kryoz x Reader
(THIS BIO MAKES NO SENSE, I'M ONLY KEEPING THIS STORY CUZ SOME COMMENTS ARE FUNNY ASF AND THIS STORY HAS DONE WELL) [COMPLETED] Y/n breathed in. And breathed out. She was nervous, her nerves were getting to her. "You'll be okay..." Y/n sighed. Y/n closed her eyes... And jumped. (TRIGGER WARNING FOR SELF-HARMERS AND LIGHT-MINDED PEOPLE!! MANY ROUGH TOPICS COVERED, PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO THESE TOPICS!!) [16,588 Words Total in this story]Complete
Stolen
My name is Jade. I was kidnapped and given as a gift. Like a pet. A gift meant to mend the bond between a father and son. But before his son knew I even existed, I was locked away. I sat, hidden right under his nose, in his basement. Learning to be a good wife by being forced to read a book with outrageous rules that fall into the husband's favor and beyond. And I would stay there until I was perfect for Blake. Or what his father thought was perfect. ... Then there was hope and fear and a surprising love. Finished. Now editing. Highest rank: #7 in romanceComplete
Inevitable Destruction
Dazai angst I felt like writing ACTUAL WRITING WILL BE POSTED BY APRIL 30TH !PLEASE MIND THE TW'S THIS IS INCREDIBLY HEAVY! Child endangerment Child abuse Hypothermia Starvation/Descriptions of intense hunger Suicidal thoughts/Ideation Implications of non consensual medical drug usage Self harm Blood Gun/Blades Thoughts/Urges to hurt others (?) Dehumanization Depression Self neglect Suicide/Attempt (VERY descriptive) Panic attack descriptions Slight religious imagery (?) Descriptions of gore/injury Brief mention of torture Law breaking/reckless driving (?) Emotional suppression (?) Drastic mood swings/changes Mentioned character death Playlist on first part and taking suggestionsComplete
✧ 𝐓𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐔𝐧𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐝 ✧
The air was cold, the night was quiet. My nap left me feeling like I was dead. The sound of my keys hitting the ground woke me up fully, how fun. I picked them up and quickly but tiredly unlocked the mall door, been a while since I've covered shift here, guess they never changed the locks. If they never fired me for that... slacker.. I would've probably been way better financially. But it is what it is I suppose. The buzzing of my phone filled the air, I picked it up. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A Roblox Forsaken X Reader story Made by Jaylee/Juniper or otherwise known as juniper_berries233255 on discord. First story, wish me luck. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Warnings: Blood Gore Violence Weapons Cussing? Trauma(mainly guilt of killing someone and failure, etc) Trauma responses Eating disorders(ish?) Self harm(ish?) Toxic love/obsession Y!forsaken charactersComplete
Beastly || Andy Biersack
"You only care about yourself." I snapped. His face softened. "That's not true." Such a lie. He had no shame in lying to my face, nor did he have shame in his behavior or actions towards me. He was selfish. He only cared about himself and no one around him. The games he played with my head. The things he said to my face. Everything he's done to me has broken me more than I already was, so why was I still here? Why was I here with him? Why was I thinking about him and thinking of his feelings instead of my own? "I care about one thing." "What's that?" I asked gently. "You."Complete![Amnesia [Lashton] Sequel to YDHMC](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/28516834-256-k653987.jpg)
Amnesia [Lashton] Sequel to YDHMC
"Hey, Ash. You don't remember me. I'm your boyfriend, Luke. We're in a band, with our best mates, Calum and Michael. You... uh, well you're suicidal. That's what got you in here. You tried to kill yourself. But you don't remember that either, do you? Huh, the doctor says you might never remember these things. Ever. I miss the times where you were too shy to say,'I love you' unless I said it first. But, I guess, in a way, this is a good thing. I might have lost you, but now you don't remember what you hate about yourself. In itself, that's good. Now I don't have to see you hurting. But now, everybody has to see me hurting. I miss you so much, Ash, but I can't tell you that. It'd freak you out, and then, I'd have lost you for good. I'm just going to have to hold on to the slight possibility that you'll remember me to get myself through this, Ash, because, otherwise, I don't think I'll be able to handle this. I love you, Luke x." ~Please read the first book first 'You Don't Hear My CriesComplete
My Savior
**WARNING: TRIGGERING** **includes self harm/depression and suicide** Mia's life is hanging by a thread. She's isolated by society, shunned by her peers. Despised by her toxic family. Will anyone be there for her when she decides to end it all? Will an unexpected creature result in an savior? But will he be able to save her or will he drive her to insanity?Complete
Saviour (Adopted by BVB)
Rachel Grilley was just a 15 year old girl who didn't have a very interesting life. She was diagnosed with depression and social anxiety. Her only way out was through music but what will happen when her family gets into a car crash and she is the only one who survives? There are multiple triggers throughout this fanfiction. Possible triggers include: Self-harm, self-hatred, suicidal thoughts, suicide, eating disorders, and anxiety attacks. I do not have chapter by chapter trigger warnings because probably 5-6 of the beginning chapters are full of triggers. Please don't read if it's gonna effect you negatively. I also don't own any of the characters nor any of the bands no matter how much I want to. Hope you enjoy (even if that might not be the best wording)Complete
"I'm not perfect. If you know my life story it would change your mind," I admit, looking down. Yes, I hate my past and yes, I'm most definitely not perfect. I untangle myself from Dante and get off the bed, turning to look at them all. "I need to go back to my hotel room to change." The response is instantaneous. All men frown and begin to protest. "You're staying here, sweetheart-" "Don't do this, love-" "Babygirl, stay with us-" I'm sure they don't all love me that much. It's probably a short-term love, temporary. I'm certain in a few months time they won't love me or want me to stay with them. "I'd love to stay but-" I begin to say before they all interrupt me. "Then that's final-" "You can stay-" "Please stay-" "I don't have clothes here," I state the obvious. "Wear ours!" they all exclaim at once. * * * * * * * Lexi has moved countries to escape her past and start a new life. She wants to make her own decisions and live her own life without people judging her. A charming man meets her and helps her get settled. She meets two other charming young men who help her. Each man helps her in different ways, yet she is attracted to them all the same. As she struggles with her mental health and tries not to drown into the depths of depression, it seems as though her past is too strong and she will never get better. No one can help her. Will Lexi succumb to depression, or will not only one, but three men, help her live the life she has spent so long looking for? WARNING!!! Contains scenes including suicide attempts, depression, brutal rape, extreme verbal and physical abuse, mature scenes, self harm (and things I may have forgotten) - It may be triggering to some people - If this is you, please don't read if it might trigger you I'm always here if anyone needs to talk
More detailsContent Guidelines