Still Beating.... A Niall Horan Fanfic

"Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you
That is how I know you go on

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on"

I pushed the music player to the ground, anger rushing through my veins. "No!" I wanted to yell. "No! Stay with me Niall! Don't go!" my lips quivered helplessly as tried my hardest to not breakdown again for the God knows what time. "please" i found those words leaving my lips as i begged him to stay with me. I knew he was here, i could feel him but i was standing in the room we shared together... Alone. No Niall, no love, no heart, nothing. Absolutely nothing. "he is gone" a voice in my head stated. No he cant be gone he told me he would always be here for me, he would never leave me... I guess he lied. He left me here in this world alone, no matter how much i begged him. He gave up his own life for me. I saw no point in living without him but i could never bring myself to commit suicide. He would never let me... especially when it was his own heart i would be stabbing. The majority of my soul wanted to, so bad. I wanted to go join him, i needed to be with him. But the smallest part of me refused to, it was the part he gave me... The part of him that was Still Beating