en avoir marre- a series of poems?

HEY GUYS! I have had just about enough of this bouges crap... I have not been good since mid-November (2018) , AT ALL! I wish I could restart all of high school. I know people who read this will laugh and say "oh, you have so much life to live", or "you're so young, how could life suck that badly?"... and I will admit that my life is better than most, pretty average I presume... This will eventually fade into inexistance, but it consumes me a lot at the moment.. I have cried myself to sleep for months. My family has been insane, but that has never changed tbh. Friends... they suck in high school, for the most part. I have spent roughy 2.5 years with fakes, people who don't give an actual care about my wellbeing, but want me to be their savior. I am not a savior.. Here is my UPDATED, REDID poem book... Thank you Vince, Ayla, JIllian, Halleigh, Hannah... I'm sorry if you hate me for this, but too damn bad honestly. I'm through sitting here in silence when you act like the victim.. or was that me? Alrighty. Thanks for contributing to my piece of art! :) ***I had previously published this book back in late December, early January, but my ex had found it and went completely nutso and told me if I did not remove it, he would tell my schools principal.. you wanna know what I say? ALL OF Y'ALL THAT HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THIS CAN SCREW OFF BECAUSE YOU HAVE RUINED HIGH SCHOOL FOR ME THUS FAR AND I AM TRYING TO COPE.. SO F**K OFF, please and thank you :)

This is how I felt. This is how I dealt with it. This is my story.