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"You went to the medical centre on Friday. I begged them to let me see you, but they refused to let me see you. It's now Sunday and you're still in there probably being bombarded with questions, your eyeliner long washed off due to tour constant tears. I miss you, I need you here. I want to hold you and protect you, to keep the questioning people away. To kiss all the pain and make it go away. But I can't, I can't. I'm so useless. I'm so sorry."

Kats life has been fucked up from the day she had entered it, she has lost all the people she ever cared about and had her home town striped from her. She vowed to herself not to let anyone close, to not let her heart wander too easily. But that's hard when people start caring for you.All Rights Reserved

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