Maybe I Don't Want Heaven
cosmorphic
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  • Reads 368
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  • Parts 8
  • Time 51m
cosmorphic
Ongoing, First published Feb 16, 2019
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Comfort. Is that too big a word? Is that too much to ask for? For Alex, it is. He loses all he loves but it's the first time Camden loses someone. The loss weighs equally heavily on each of their shoulders. None of them can seem to breathe. Could they possibly seek comfort in each other, knowing that the other is forbidden to each of them? Can guilt be added to the list of all the emotions they are feeling? 

Alex's step-sister who also happens to be Camden's girlfriend has left the both of them and found her place in heaven. But can they, if they take what they need?
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