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Slowly Finding Hope

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Parts 10
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death haiku lullaby poetry somewhathappy trance

Here's an excerpt from "rescue"!

"the concrete beneath my cheek is brutally chilling,
but the heart that beats warm refuses to still.
life does not let go so easily, harder than i imagined.
pain enters my lungs and exits into my burning muscles
and enters my nerves and forces the air out of my mouth.

no one comes to rescue me."All Rights Reserved

death haiku lullaby poetry somewhathappy trance

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D R O W N cover

petals. -𝘕𝘑𝘔. cover

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