For My Sanity
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Last published Tue, Oct 12, 2021
This is a step into my mind and everyday life, I decided it wasn't good for me to keep all of this in my head and put all my issues onto Wattpad for people to read and judge. I am prepared for people to make my feelings invalid but I hope that doesn't happen lol.
Also please give me constructive criticism and respond to my words and feelings.
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