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Akrasia

hopelessfangirl05

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Parts 29
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Reads 4,815
Votes 133
Parts 29
Time 6h 6m

hopelessfangirl05

abusing assassin avengers buckybarnes help hurt-comfort hydra natasharomanoff peterparker soldier steverogers weapon

akrasia (n.) -lack of self control 

*finished*

Lainey's life sucks. She's turned into Hydra's weapon, but she doesn't even know it. One day she wakes up in the care of the Avengers, and what she hears she doesn't want to believe. Her life was messed up before, and now it's 12 times worse.

Also, I'd like to add that I think the book, writing wise, gets better as you move on.


Disclaimer: I don't own any of the Marvel characters, only my own like Lainey, her mom, and her dad.All Rights Reserved

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