Can't Fall In Love

It's a cheesy book. Stay away if you don't like cheesy shit. Also it's really sad in the beginning

Here's the description:-
Nicole loses people one at a time in quick succession. Her past lovers are cheats and she's done with life when she meets Carter. They fall in love and then he passes away because of lung cancer.

Nicole is triggered and now believes that she doesn't deserve love as she brings those she holds dear bad luck.

But, do grey eyes, a sweet smile and a pretty laugh help her through it?

"I know you like me being cheesy."

"Actually, I'm lactose intolerant."

"Then explain your obsession with banana milk"

"I want death. Duh."