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Life in the Shadows

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Charlie is a person going through some changes, zie works hard, goes to school, and stays in the shadows as much as possible.  Til zie saw a transcendent slam poet. 

The poet speaks Charlie's truth in ways that seem beyond coincidence. But it looks like everyone in the room is also having their truth told.

The moms are old Women Loving Women Lavender Menace lesbians.  They mean well and are really good people, but typical of parents, they don't see beyond their own idea of what a kid should be.

Charlie wants to say a few words:

About the zie and zir shit. Sorry, I know it sucks and it makes you have to work harder and all but fuck if I know what else the narrator should call me. 

Some people call me she, fuck that. I never did see that as me. 

But I am also not he... yet. 

So this zie bullshit seems to work for the narrator, he or she wanted to say "he or she" to mean me. Fuck, what? No. 

So, when I talk to you I will not use those PC whatever words and then when he or she talks about me he or she will use zie and zir. 

Zie is like she or he. Zir is like his or hers. 

You'll live, buck the fuck up.All Rights Reserved

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Never Forget (or something cheesy like that) by corlussy

DISCONTINUED (sorry. I was really into it at first... but now I just feel like I'm forcing myself to write when I don't want to. I'm not a writer, I'm just a bored high school kid. Thank you to everyone who read and enjoyed what I wrote though, it really means a lot.) So there's this adopted 16 year old gay stereotypical Hispanic kid named Triston, his adopted family sucks ass except for his older adopted brother Jake. (from state farm. jk. sorry) Jake's a cool dude. Anyway, so like, a new kid comes to school, he's like hot and shit and everyone loves him. (cause he's hot and shit) His name's Brandon he's 17. He's nice to everyone but like doesn't really date or flirt or whatever. (not even with Triston's hot and popular bitchy "sister"! *dramatic gasp*) Triston doesn't think Brandon's gay, but he might be? idk? So, I'll get to the point now, Triston and Brandon have all they're classes together and coincidentally ("coincidence") end up sitting next to each other in all of them so they like bond or whatever. Will this spring up romance?? (Fuck it, we all know it will, or else why did I even bother to write this gay shit? they fall in love happily ever after. the end. yay!)

Catastrophically Carla (Lesbian Story) by xpaaulettex

Ages 14+ (lesbian concepts and some profanity) This is not your everyday love story, okay? It's not a chick flick either. The events and themes within my pages have meaning, depth, truth-and most of all, reality. You are about to be taken on an adventure about a girl who's life is not like everybody else's. I look like a normal teen girl, I mean, I have hair and two eyes and two hands and feet like everybody else, but I couldn't feel more different. I have two moms, yes. Let's just get that out there before you start reading and close my diary like everyone in my life has shut me out of theirs. All I want is a normal life with normal friends who don't judge me because of my home situation. I don't even remember the last time I went on a sleepover or called somebody my age. I don't mean to be a downer, because it does get better. Life gets better. Struggles are only temporary, I know that now. And by my last words reach your eyes, I've come a long way, and have grown to see potential in myself. I'm sharing this with you because I want to make a difference. I know now that I'm not the only one in the world that feels alone. I've been there, done that, and there's more loneliness to come, but for now, I feel more prepared for it. I know how it feels to sit by yourself at lunch every day and how it feels to watch others go to prom with dates and feel like shit because you don't think you'd even have any friends to go with. Please ready my diary. I am much older now, and much more wiser, and I can't wait for you to realize the potential in yourself, too.

Dearest Daughter (an HP Fanfic) by KittyWhiteCat

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Life Of Y/n Banner// Wanda Maximoff x Fem!Reader by Bucky_is_our_king

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Shadow Claw: The Life Story - The Fifth Chapter by TheLighterSideOfLife

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The Twist of Mate by dahliacraig13

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In Just A Week // Trans Klance Fic by WrittnPenguin

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DISCONTINUED (sorry. I was really into it at first... but now I just feel like I'm forcing myself to write when I don't want to. I'm not a writer, I'm just a bored high school kid. Thank you to everyone who read and enjoyed what I wrote though, it really means a lot.) So there's this adopted 16 year old gay stereotypical Hispanic kid named Triston, his adopted family sucks ass except for his older adopted brother Jake. (from state farm. jk. sorry) Jake's a cool dude. Anyway, so like, a new kid comes to school, he's like hot and shit and everyone loves him. (cause he's hot and shit) His name's Brandon he's 17. He's nice to everyone but like doesn't really date or flirt or whatever. (not even with Triston's hot and popular bitchy "sister"! dramatic gasp) Triston doesn't think Brandon's gay, but he might be? idk? So, I'll get to the point now, Triston and Brandon have all they're classes together and coincidentally ("coincidence") end up sitting next to each other in all of them so they like bond or whatever. Will this spring up romance?? (Fuck it, we all know it will, or else why did I even bother to write this gay shit? they fall in love happily ever after. the end. yay!)