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Laufend, Zuerst veröffentlicht Feb. 18, 2019
Remake of my depressing low hope life...

Looking for a relatable story?..
Socially anxious?
Depression?


Might this make you feel better...
I hope so..


I live a nightmare, filled with abnormal adventures that scar my mind, as well as my own body. I do things no other human would be able to.
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