Yesterday

A diary of mine that I've been keeping since November.. i feel like posting and updating at least this to keep my friends updated. I'll never.go back and edit it, nor will i try and explain what's going on.

Its difficult, but, the first post will be of what i have written since November to current day.

I only ever write in it when I'm seriously suicidal. its getting worse and i dont wanna accidentally lose all I've written.. its important to look back on these types of things to understand yourself better.

I dont /want/ to kill myself. Not truely. I'm honestly scared of it..