Loving yourself (Suga fan fiction)
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Last published Tue, Feb 19, 2019
Nothing about myself pops out as "amusing" or "interesting," that is why my manager changed everything about me. I'm not allowed to dye my hair any other color besides ash blonde, I'm not allowed to wear anything that isn't revealing in some sort of way, and I'm only allowed to date who she thinks is good for my image.
I live in this closed off world where I can no longer express who I am as an artist , as an individual. So I'm forced to be someone I'm not, I think that fucks with my mind more than anything. Nothing says "love yourself" better than someone who is taught love who you are not.
Sometimes I wish I could escape.
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