Daydreams And Nightmares
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Last published Wed, Nov 18, 2020
I had you and you had me. We were like each other's twinny. Those years with you was one of the best and I'm just so grateful. It's just that, this is not for us. Sometimes, I think of us as a daydream and sometimes we've ended up like a nightmare.
Love is broad yet it is narrow. You'll experience butterfly in the stomach, the 'kilig' it may brought you, the growth it may turn you into, the pain that may break you, and the courage that love gives you. I chose the courage to fight for us. But you? I didn't know why we've loved each other in the first place if we were not ready. Is it to teach us lessons? Minsan napapaisip ako, baka tama ka nga. Baka tama na nakakapagsisi kung gaano kita minahal. But I can't doubt the fact that I was happy. And I can't regret loving you when you can easily say, "Nakakapagsisi lahat." All I end up saying is that you're my daydream and my nightmare.
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Naranasan mo na bang magmahal ng may kahati? Ako?Oo.Mas masaklap nga lang dahil KAPATID ko pa ang kaagaw ko. Don't get me wrong...I don't hate her.I just hate the fact that we both love the same guy...and that guy was my BESTFRIEND.How nice right? I think they both like each other. Ako? Well,I am just the stupid line between them. A stupid line that's trying to fit in even though she really don't belong. All my life,I am always compared to my sister.I was always behind her back.She's the best,i'm the loser.She's on top at pumapangalawa lang ako.I am always her SHADOW. But this time,gusto ko ako nman... For once in my life,I want to have something that I am proud to have and I can call MINE. Is it bad if I want to be the best kahit minsan man lang? Is it bad to be selfish sometimes just because you felt the feeling of being left out? or is it alright to give up something I want to win in this FIGHT for Love?
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