"We sat there for a while longer, just holding each other and crying. Mom seemed like she had moved on easily, but dad and I, well as you can tell, we aren’t anywhere near moving on. The wound was still fresh, and the tears never ending."
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Trauma can sometimes change people. Sometimes it's for the best, other times it's for the worst. For sixteen year old Lacey Hanley, it was for the worst. After her brother's untimely death, she falls into siletn stupor. Her parents have given up on trying to get her to talk, her friends have abandoned her, and all she wants is for her brother to come back to her.
After six months of silence, will she finally break when some new people come into her life? Will she finally find a reason to talk, to sing, to play again? Old habits are hard to break, especially this particular one that Lacey has acquired.
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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