so literally this is just gonna be a book where i'm gonna write my thoughts and struggles in. I'm going to try only writing my gay related thoughts but this is a diary don't judge me (pleaase) (yes, I don't like the word 'lesbian' that much because some homophobic idiots always relate it to porn. And because I don't like saying it. (again pleeeaaaseeee don't judge meeeee ;-;) so yea. have fun or whatever people say xD