under my skin - chansoo

Here it goes again
The worst side of me
I've kept under my skin
Makes me feel uneasy deep inside
I couldn't love myself properly
There was a part in me that was
Unnecessary and far from my ideal self
And I broke it myself by force

So now I reach my hand
Only your warmth
Melts my cold heart
That I've kept hiding under my skin

Please hold me tonight
The real me
I've never shown anyone
And can't let out anywhere

Every time I
Remember someone who left me
I feel like
I only have a dark side in me

"Am I getting any better?"
I talk to myself in the mirror
Then I hear the snicker echoing
Deep in my eardrums

So now I take your hand
When I touch your love
I can forgive my weakness
That I've kept hiding under my skin

As long as you're with me
Every part of my past
Will turn into a part of my future

So now I reach my hand
Only your warmth
Melts my cold heart
That I've kept hiding under my skin

Please hold me tonight
The real me
I've never shown anyone
And can't let out anywhere

His life was surrounded by meaningful lyrics. The ones from his favorites songs or the ones he wrote on his own. Because words mean everything and nothing, could make you cry and think. Do Kyungsoo didn't know that the the tall boy he had just landed his eyes on would be the one who would change everything, the one melting his cold heart, like in his favorite song.