Don't get close to me

Everyone thinks I am a happy person, I hide my emotions well. Inside I am dying. I can't trust anyone. I am a loner. No one knows the real me. The girl that is crying out for true love. A love who won't hurt her, who won't lie and cheat on her. She thinks she is ugly but on the outside she is beautiful. She just doesn't see it. She keeps people away from her. She doesn't see others look at her with longing sometimes. She hides away deep inside of herself. She left a man who she thought loved her. He way of showing her love was to beat on her. He left belt marks on her back. She started to believe that she was ugly and no man would really love or care for her. She believed that they would use her and then turn to the next woman. She thought she could stay in the background but that was before the VP Beast of the Wild Wolf MC saw her. He made her feel like he cared. But she couldn't be more wrong. Now all she wants to do is die.