I Don't Deserve Love: Change My Mind?
BlyVasilisa
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BlyVasilisa
Ongoing, First published Feb 21, 2019
Mature
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TW: Themes of self-harm, Suicide, Mental health

19 year-old Becky decided on one last thing: To be by herself for the last time before she decides to end everything. But with very grim reaper getting along the way, will she be able to remain on her decision? Or was her reaper right about life all along? 

The story is not meant to romanticize mental health problems. If you are suffering from any mental health problems, kindly seek professional help or call the designated hotlines for such.
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