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The Scars That Haunt Me

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What if Harry wasn't the golden boy everyone thought? What if his world of Hogwarts changes forever?

Harry Potter was excited for school to start for his fifth year. He wanted nothing more than to get away from his abusive aunt, uncle, and cousin and get to see his friends and finally return home.

But it's not the home he once thought.

Professor Umbridge arrives to the school and resorts everyone, and Harry...gets placed into Slytherin.

With the whole school now bullying him, his constant reoccurring nightmares getting worse, Harry no longer sees the point in living.

He loses all his faith.

But can a pale, blonde haired boy change the way Harry sees himself?
And can Draco pull him out of the ground before he gets buried?

This story will only follow a few things from the original book/movie. Umbridge is there, Harry still gets a lot of detentions from her,  and his nightmares continue. 
Sirius will not die at the end of this and Harry and the rest of the gang don't end up going to the ministry.

Sorry if that's a buzz kill, but I wanted to focus more on drarry and how Draco helps Harry over come his personal demons.


Warning!!!!
This story contains
Self harm
Anorexia
Abuse
BullyingAll Rights Reserved

5thyear abuse dracomalfoy drarry harm harrypotter hogwarts romance self texttospeech

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Inevitable by violenttulips

After the war, Harry Potter becomes a talented Senior Auror with a penchant for injury in defense of his colleagues. Draco Malfoy leaves the country for five years and becomes an accomplished Specialty Healer. He comes back after he accepts a job at St. Mungo's Hospital. When they meet again, it's clear that Draco has changed significantly in the years since they attended Hogwarts together, and Harry finds himself strangely attracted to his former rival. But things never come easy for the Boy-Who-Lived, and that's not about to change now. *I do not own Harry Potter. All rights belong to J.K. Rowling. This is a piece of fanfiction. Trigger Warnings: Miscarriage (female, no mpreg) Violence Reference to Previous Non-Consensual Sex. Not Drarry, and not explicit or violent. Please note: No smut. Sex is implied, but not explicit.

Cliché by lauren_b05

Harry Potter has always hated Draco Malfoy, and all of Hogwarts knows that, but what happens when Harry starts to see the blonde for more then just who he was in the past? What will happen when Draco starts to see Harry as more then just the Boy Who Lived? And what will happen when spells are cast, potions spilt, villains rampant and students obsessed? Sit back, relax and get ready for one wild ride. Warning: this book will contain smut, suicidal ideation, self harm, violence, mature themes, LGBTQ+ themes, and swearing.

Beautiful Mess - A Drarry Fanfiction. by pztter

Harry Potter, the boy from under the stairs, the boy who lived, the boy who just wanted a normal life. But when a special someone, a very pompous and snotty blonde boy who roams the Hogwarts halls comes into his life completely, what will happen? Will he accept his feelings, or will he back away, knowing he had not one single chance with a specific someone? ( cringe i made this when i was like twelve ?? anyways, ignore small re - publishing and updates, no part of the plot is to be changed. started apr 10, 2015z )

Please Be There If I Remember by drarryfanatic1

"Mr. Malfoy, where are you going? You just woke up from a great fall after all, I'm sure your friends can come here, instead of you going to them." Who was Malfoy? Oh right, it was probably him. A little bit late, he realised that he should have told her about the complete memory loss since he had no idea where he was going to go once he left the hospital-like room. On second thought, maybe making a scene would have actually been a good idea. Well, it was too late to turn back now. "I will just be going out for a little stroll...around. I must admit that I am in dire need of some fresh air. My, how long did you say I was out for again?" He put his hand to his chest like it was an absolute travesty to have not been told. "I-uh...four days, Mr. Malfoy. You were out for four days." "Well then, I shall be going now. Toodaloo!" Madam Pomfrey stood completely frozen for a long moment like this was the exact opposite of what she expected to happen when Draco woke up. "Mr. Malfoy, wait!" The witch eventually called out, but Draco was already out of the door. Draco wakes up in the hospital wing having no idea who he is and how he got there. Turns out he fell 20 feet down the stairs and got his memory wiped. What else could go wrong? Meeting Harry Potter definitely was fun, but can he figure out who obliviated him and get his memories back? Or will he be stuck like this for the rest of his life? Drarry story Draco is best friends with Pansy, Theo, and Blaise This story is a mix between being fun and being angsty, so be prepared for sudden jumps between light and dark (I can't help how my brain thinks, just roll with it) For teen and up audiences. TW: Mentions/implied reference of child abuse and only a splash of language There will be warnings at the beginning of a chapter if necessary. The cover is the result of me being supremely bored. Yes I know it sucks but that's kind of the point because I am no editor, just ignore it as best as you can

Don't You? (Drarry) by ImmaSlytherinYourBed

It's been 6 years since the war. Harry and Ginny broke up soon after, and he's living a peaceful quiet life finally not having to fight the bad guys. He still gets nightmares, and blames himself over lost loved ones. Draco Malfoy took to becoming one of the best healers in history. Living in the manor with his mother being the one patient he can't help. Harry gets shocking news and suddenly their paths are intertwined, but Harry is keeping something from everyone. In fact only one person aside from himself knows, will it change them forever? Disclaimer: sadly I don't own Harry Potter or any of the characters all but the story itself belongs to JK Rowling #3 on HarryxDraco #like8 on Drarry #5 on romione

Fight For Your Life (A Drarry Story) by Patrick11Stump

It's a year after the second wizarding war, Lord Voldemort has been defeated, Harry Potter has come back to Hogwarts to finish his final year of school. Simple with no psychopaths breathing down his neck trying to kill him at every turn, no one trying to hurt him anymore. It's going to be the most normal year he's had. After his breakup with Ginny Weasley he doesn't want to get with anyone who just wants him for the fame. Many girls throw themselves at his feet, many boys try to get into his pants. None of them peak his interest very much. It's nothing with them, he just doesn't feel that pull to them, the pull that makes him want to be with them every second of the day. That's until a familiar pale blond with grey eyes says the right things that makes his heart beat faster and his breathing stutter. Will anything ever be the same in Hogwarts?

Enchanted ~ A Hermione x Draco fanfic by MamaWantsClifford

Mudblood. Draco Malfoy is all too familiar with the word. It slips off his tongue easily and he's never once regretted it. Until his fifth year at Hogwarts. Draco starts to do what he'd never even imagined. He falls deeply and painfully in love with Hermione Granger. Know-it-all, Muggle-born Granger. Draco knows it's against everything the Malfoy family stand for, and with the ever-present glares from his watchful father, will he be able to resist her?

The All Seeing Eye of Truth by MelissaWind

Harry Potter, the Golden Boy, the boy who lived, the boy who everyone misunderstood. Draco felt alone. Like no one understood how lonely he actually was. A centaur, a hole, a fire and a guide. Could this be a start of an unusual friendship? Or could this be the start of something more? Would Harry finally find a loving, caring family? Would Draco prove his parents wrong or make friends? Or will Harry and Draco forever be alone?

Slytherins Heir [Draco X Reader] - Year Five by Iriswrites777

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LABYRINTH of HEARTS (DRARRY Romance) by Risa_Fey

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Entrapment | Draco Malfoy by malfoysho

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It's us forever Draco x reader by millie20175

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Dark Secrets (Draco Malfoy x Reader) by lylamalfoyy

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After the war, Harry Potter becomes a talented Senior Auror with a penchant for injury in defense of his colleagues. Draco Malfoy leaves the country for five years and becomes an accomplished Specialty Healer. He comes back after he accepts a job at St. Mungo's Hospital. When they meet again, it's clear that Draco has changed significantly in the years since they attended Hogwarts together, and Harry finds himself strangely attracted to his former rival. But things never come easy for the Boy-Who-Lived, and that's not about to change now. *I do not own Harry Potter. All rights belong to J.K. Rowling. This is a piece of fanfiction. Trigger Warnings: Miscarriage (female, no mpreg) Violence Reference to Previous Non-Consensual Sex. Not Drarry, and not explicit or violent. Please note: No smut. Sex is implied, but not explicit.