It's 5 a.m. and he hasn't slept, he misses him... The truth is he hasn't slept, he misses him ever so much. He's trying to figure out where he went wrong and why he did it. Memories of the good times won't let him go. He remembers the time he was taken out on that snowy evening. Eventually things turned bad. He wasn't himself for some time. Things got on top of him and he found it hard to cope. But then things got better, he got better. He started to get better. This is his new beginning! story is by me, fanfiction of Eddsworld. Characters aren't mine. Warnings: depictions of suicide attempts, implied sex (just briefly mentioned)