Secrets of a boy

I don't really know what to say. I am afraid but I want to do it anyway. This is my story. A true story. My childhood. My feelings. My small experiences with life and with people. I had a very different childhood and even though the title is Secrets of a child as I was a child when I felt these feelings, still the book is not for children. This is a book for young adults and adults and even for old people but definitely not for children. If you are homophobic, I warn you. This is not for you. You need to be an open-minded person to be able to read this book. Me, as a child, felt many things. Experienced things very early. This is not a fiction book. If it were a fiction, then it would be a horrible story. I am not sure if you are going to like it but I hope you read till the end before you judge me. Thank you and even if Wattpad removes my story, this book, I still exist and my feelings were true and what happened to me and how I felt were true and I cannot change my past although I wanted quite a few times.p