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Philophobia [Jamilton]

FlowerLafayette

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Reads 34,978
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Parts 18
Time 1h 2m

FlowerLafayette

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Alexander Hamilton was always alone, he never had any friends, all of his real family was dead, he lived with the Schuyler Sisters and thier father. Too him? Love was weakness the feeling of butterflies in his stomach that made him sick. 

The main thing that cause this fear was the 'Hamilton Pamphlet', John Laurans and him dated for 4 years, Alexander refused to have sex with him so Laruans drugged him, raped him, and broke him. To everyone in the office? Hamilton was just a dirty slut. He didn't hate love, he was just scared of experiencing it again, in fear of repeating the cycle.

Everything changes when he meets his new boss, named Thomas Jefferson.

Philophobia: A fear of expreincing the feeling of love.

!Trigger Warnings!

*Rape
*Kidnapping
*Panic attacks
*Self Harm
*SlursAll Rights Reserved

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The Kiss//////Jamilton soulmate ///Modern AU/// by Jamilton-Lams

Another soul mate au as if there wasn't enough lol Alexander Hamilton's life is sh** but something about one person gets him. Gets him to forget the bad. But the kiss tells all, and this kiss was wrong. They stayed friends. Then someone came back. Someone with horrible memories. Will they grow close or forever be apart? Well, the Kiss tells all.

The Past { Slight Jamilton} ~Completed~ by checkers65

Before his dad left, Alex and his brother used to be a part of their dad's secret spy agency. He loved that life. Thanks to his dad's wealth, he and his brother had non-human hearing, sight, and strength. They were superhuman. But his dad left when he was 10, and he's in his last year of college now. He missed the thrill. But what if people from his past want him to give up what he has now for the life he loved? yes, this is jamilton (kinda) i think i'll change the title...i dont rlly like it college au soulmate au (when you touch, you see colors) spy au (i got the inspiration for a spy au from @jamsandhams or Ava on instagram but its not totally the same.)

BitterSweet (Jamilton Teacher Au) by dementia794

This is just your regular old Teacher Au with our favorite political boys. Imagine this: Alexander Hamilton is a 28 year old 4th grade teacher. He's grown to be more bitter as his wife had died in child birth less than two years prior while having their third child. Living as single parent to three is more stress than he'd ever suspected and all he wanted was someone who understood how he felt. Thomas Jefferson was the Senator of Virginia, he recently took a break from politics to begin a writing career in New York City. The 35 year old has two daughters, the youngest just happening to have the most beautiful man for a teacher he's ever seen, yet his late wife had made him promise to never marry ever again. Perhaps he's thinking to far ahead, but before he knows it, the teacher seemed to have a burning hatred after their first meeting was started off bitterly. Will Thomas be able to fix things or will his attempts crash and burn? Discontinued, never touching this again, dont ask lmfao

Broken Lams Modern AU {High School} {Soulmates} {Mature} {Completed} by MamaTurtle4427

Alexander Hamilton is broken. He's the new kid with a tragic past and a strange look at a school where everyone knows everyone, and he's the latest in a long line of targets for... well, everyone. He wants to hate people so much that he doesn't want to meet his soulmate. Ever. John Laurens is broken. But no one knows it. On the outside he looks fine: just your average hippie, always smiling, always toting around a ukulele that he plays in the halls for anyone who frowns. But what they don't know is worse than anything they've ever experienced. In a world where everyone has soulmates, what happens when two very different boys connect in a way that no one would expect? Characters belong to Lin-Manuel Miranda/Hamilton/Uh... Their historical selves??? Cover art by BeckyShecky ⚠️ Warning: Mature language, derogatory language, abuse, rape, self-harm, suicide, murder, death ⚠️

Impenetrable Heart | Lams College AU by SavingPeter

There are two things you need to know about John Laurens. One: don't ask him about his major, and two: don't try to get to know him. Despite these warnings, Alexander Hamilton is determined to get inside of the mind of the boy from the college party with the curly hair and freckles who looked like he would rather have been anywhere else than there. John, meanwhile, has one thing on his mind; to not fall for that little persistent kid from the Caribbean who feels uniquely entitled to his messed-up life. But nothing could ever be that simple, now could it? **Mature Rating for heavy topics. Cover logo credits to @KinziFace! Thank you so much for making it!**

Found (a jamilton fanfiction) [COMPLETED] by what_did_i_miss_guys

**WARNING** There is alot of angst and mentions of self-harm and suicide. Read at your own risk When Alexander looses eliza due to complications in her lungs, He and their two children, Phillip and Angelica, are forced to move out of their house by Eliza's father. They walked into an open alleyway with a few trash cans and Alexander built a small shelter for them to live in. But what happens when Thomas Jefferson, one of Alexander's old college roommates and his daughter, Rae, find them, cold and disheveled? Highest Rank: #8 Hamiltrash (April 2, 2020) #5 Jamilton (April 13, 2020) [Completed: March 28, 2020]

wed. by JustAsBrokenAsYou

They made a deal, right? Alexander Hamilton teased, belittled, picked on, and bullied John Laurens in grade school. John doesn't care, though, because he decided that all he wants is for Alex to marry him. And he'll do anything to make that happen. Even if they're not a perfect match. Trigger Warning: John struggles immensely with his mental health because I struggle immensely with my mental health. Viewer discretion is advised.

I'm Okay by gay_angsty_crap

Alexander Hamilton isn't okay. He can pretend he is. But he's really not. \/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\ Appearance: musical Time period: modern day TW: abuse, strong language, rape, smut (with individual trigger warnings before every chapter)

Poison by SarcasticCherry

Finished :) March 25th, 2019 - YOUNG READERS BE CAUTIOUS !!! Disclaimer : this is all fiction, no one has been hurt in the making of this book except my own sanity. - Modern AU || College AU || Trans! Alex AU || Jamilton - Cover Art: szin - --- Alexander Hamilton was just a normal college student. He had a kickass boyfriend, amazing friends, and was loved and supported in every way imaginable. That is, until Thomas Jefferson uncovered a life changing secret. Jefferson hates Hamilton more than anything, so why does he care when Hamilton's life suddenly falls apart? And why does he feel like hate isn't the right word to describe how he feels towards Hamilton anymore? -- 1st in #Jamilton : March 9th, 2019 31st in #Hamilton : March 9th, 2019

Save Me·Jamilton by MicahArctic

Alexander Hamilton was just a normal 18 year old but when he meets Thomas Jefferson everything changes. He had it all, a good boyfriend, a good adoptive family, a good group of friends. The two couldn't be more different and yet, they are so similar. Thomas Jefferson was a 20 year old who was the brother to Lafayette. He thought of Alexander as Annoying but it went from loathing to something more. Alex was a college Freshman while Thomas was a college Junior. They became enemies ever since the first encounter but Thomas can't deny how he really feels. Encounter after encounter, they learn more than they would like until everything comes lose. And getting stuck as Roommates doesn't make it any better.

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