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Philophobia [Jamilton]

FlowerLafayette

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Reads 33,961
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FlowerLafayette

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Alexander Hamilton was always alone, he never had any friends, all of his real family was dead, he lived with the Schuyler Sisters and thier father. Too him? Love was weakness the feeling of butterflies in his stomach that made him sick. 

The main thing that cause this fear was the 'Hamilton Pamphlet', John Laurans and him dated for 4 years, Alexander refused to have sex with him so Laruans drugged him, raped him, and broke him. To everyone in the office? Hamilton was just a dirty slut. He didn't hate love, he was just scared of experiencing it again, in fear of repeating the cycle.

Everything changes when he meets his new boss, named Thomas Jefferson.

Philophobia: A fear of expreincing the feeling of love.

!Trigger Warnings!

*Rape
*Kidnapping
*Panic attacks
*Self Harm
*SlursAll Rights Reserved

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fake smiles~ (a lams story) by EddieIsFuckingBaby

John is in his second year of college and he has a dorm with his best friend alexander hamilton! John has had feelings for alexander since they meet in the 6th grade. John knows all abot alexander, his past, sexuality and other stuff. It wasn't untill Alexander started dating Thomass Jeffershit (damn roasted) john fell into a a sad angry jealousy. John looks at Alex with Thomass and thinks 'you could be more happy with me' but John knew he could not ruin his best friends relationship, so he waited. One day he looked at alex and his smile looked so forced. Fake smiles. (oof side story next to one shots rip) maybe smut ;3 lots of gay ness self harm abuse maybe rape (idfk) If any of the things above make you uneasy then dont read or look at warning before the story on the top of the page.

Hamilton X Reader Oneshots / Imagines / Scenarios by hamilcasting

So sometimes I have really good fanfic ideas at 3 am. But it's too much work to publish a new story every sinGLE TIME! SSosoosososoooo I decided to make an ENTIRE BOOK 700+ prompts to request Might start this book back up again. (Today is 12/24/19) #1 in Hamiltonmusical #592 IN FANFICTION ??? #449 in imagines :)

BitterSweet (Jamilton Teacher Au) by dementia794

This is just your regular old Teacher Au with our favorite political boys. Imagine this: Alexander Hamilton is a 28 year old 4th grade teacher. He's grown to be more bitter as his wife had died in child birth less than two years prior while having their third child. Living as single parent to three is more stress than he'd ever suspected and all he wanted was someone who understood how he felt. Thomas Jefferson was the Senator of Virginia, he recently took a break from politics to begin a writing career in New York City. The 35 year old has two daughters, the youngest just happening to have the most beautiful man for a teacher he's ever seen, yet his late wife had made him promise to never marry ever again. Perhaps he's thinking to far ahead, but before he knows it, the teacher seemed to have a burning hatred after their first meeting was started off bitterly. Will Thomas be able to fix things or will his attempts crash and burn? Discontinued, never touching this again, dont ask lmfao

Impenetrable Heart | Lams College AU by SavingPeter

There are two things you need to know about John Laurens. One: don't ask him about his major, and two: don't try to get to know him. Despite these warnings, Alexander Hamilton is determined to get inside of the mind of the boy from the college party with the curly hair and freckles who looked like he would rather have been anywhere else than there. John, meanwhile, has one thing on his mind; to not fall for that little persistent kid from the Caribbean who feels uniquely entitled to his messed-up life. But nothing could ever be that simple, now could it? **Mature Rating for heavy topics. Cover logo credits to @KinziFace! Thank you so much for making it!**

Healing (Whamjamilton) by yoops_

Alexander Hamilton has had his mind on his boss for quite some time now. He thinks about him at nights that sleep is forgotten, and he sketches his eyes any chance he gets. Thomas Jefferson has had his eyes on Aexander for a long time. From his passion filled expression to the skip of his walk when he won an arguement, Jefferson found himself loving Alex. George Washington is the boss of the company. With cold business dealing eyes and an expression of stone. But, he's recently been finding himself thinking of other things. Things that... aren't exactly work related. (Charles Lee is a dick) WARNINGS: Rape scenes, murder scenes, sex scenes, cuss words, depression, abuse

I'm Okay by gay_angsty_crap

Alexander Hamilton isn't okay. He can pretend he is. But he's really not. \/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\ Appearance: musical Time period: modern day TW: abuse, strong language, rape, smut (with individual trigger warnings before every chapter)

wed. by JustAsBrokenAsYou

They made a deal, right? Alexander Hamilton teased, belittled, picked on, and bullied John Laurens in grade school. John doesn't care, though, because he decided that all he wants is for Alex to marry him. And he'll do anything to make that happen. Even if they're not a perfect match. Trigger Warning: John struggles immensely with his mental health because I struggle immensely with my mental health. Viewer discretion is advised.

The Kiss//////Jamilton soulmate ///Modern AU/// by Jamilton-Lams

Another soul mate au as if there wasn't enough lol Alexander Hamilton's life is sh** but something about one person gets him. Gets him to forget the bad. But the kiss tells all, and this kiss was wrong. They stayed friends. Then someone came back. Someone with horrible memories. Will they grow close or forever be apart? Well, the Kiss tells all.

If You're In Love (Hamliza) by TheDefectivePearl

WARNING, LANGUAGE, SMUT, ANGST(Probably) Alexander Hamilton wants nothing to do with love, especially after all the heartbreak he's been through. After meeting a new girl however, the new Student at Kings College May change his mind. Elizabeth is in the same boat. She's been cheated on. Again. Heartbroken, she promises herself that she'll never date again as long as she lives. Then she meets the new transfer student, Alexander. Maybe soulmates do exist after all. Then Eliza gets a new best friend. Maria Lewis. Maria's 'boyfriend' had been abusing her, physically. Eliza told her to leave him. Escape. Find someone new.. Well.. that didn't turn out as Eliza would've expected

Wasn't Meant To Be : Jamilton [Completed] by ABornAndRaisedWriter

Alexander and Thomas Hamilton and Jefferson Two entirely different people. Enemies... possible lovers? Alexander silently waited by Thomas's locker, arms crossed. It isn't his fault that he and Thomas were paired together for a debate assignment. Mr. Washington probably just wanted to see Alexander suffer. AND, doing this assignment means that it gives Thomas more time to tease him. Alexander's crush on Thomas was probably the most childish thing in the world, but Thomas just teases him about it, and it is the worst thing ever! The older boy even groped him earlier that day! Alexander clicked back into reality as Thomas started to walk towards his locker.

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