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Habits Of My Heart
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alanawistalia
Ongoing, First published Feb 24, 2019
Mature
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After the death of his mother, Bailey was pulled out of school and forced by his father to work as a prostitute, so that his father had enough money to handle finances. 

After his father is killed, his life is turned upside down and he gets sent to a boarding school for boys who don't have families or whose families don't have time for them, where he shares a dorm with the captain of the soccer team, Adrian, who is too afraid to face the reality of his sexuality. 


But can he let go of his old habits and live a normal life? What happens when feelings get in the way of things? 





Warning: Mature content, abuse, rape, and lots of sexual content
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