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My Israel

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I was moved to write this story in an effort to educate people about God, His laws and how it caused me to separate myself from a religion I practiced for nearly 40 years.  I also hope to inspire others to gain an interest and perhaps, as I have obtained, a passion for studying Biblical Hebrew. I will also uncover a centuries old conspiracy to conceal the actual name of God!
	Another purpose is to dispel some myths that people that leave The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints leave for only two reasons; they have lost faith, or they have been offended by someone.  This is not the case with me, and I believe there is a growing number of people who have left for similar reasons.  
	I want to be clear, my intent is not to destroy the church.  I do not have any animosity towards the church nor the leaders or members.  I acknowledge many members and leaders of the church are truly dedicated to living the gospel the best they know how.  I also have great empathy for current members of the church as just a few years ago, I was a devout member of the church myself!All Rights Reserved

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