Poems from a Trapped Mind
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Last published Sun, Mar 3, 2019
Hello and welcome to my poetry book! I will try to update often, and please vote and comment.
This is a kind of anonymous place where I write and vent, so let me just say TRIGGER WARNING I'll put the warning on each chapter where it escalates.
So, enjoy!
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