Nirvana
/nərˈvänə,nirˈvänə/
A transcendent state where there is neither suffering, desire nor sense of self. The subject is released from the effects of karma and the cycle of death and rebirth.
You never expect your life to turn out how it is , You kinda wanna make it out now but no matter how much planning you do , life has a way of saying ah ah ah thats not how things go .