Its not that neat when you like your best friend, here's some reasons why:
•They'd rather be friends because they would rather not lose you
•you'd see them everyday making you like them more and more, or
•they'd tell you who their crush is, now you know it isn't you
And there's more reasons but I don't wanna type that much anymore-
Well, Connor is in that situation, I mean- was in that situation. He'd killed himself.
But he's a ghost, all he could do is wander, and because he's a hopeless romantic he follows his love around, Evan Hansen.
They were true friends, they'd send each other motivational messages, send emails to each other, talk about their problems, talk about trees, yes, this is Evan after all. And do some stupid shit they both like.
Evan is devastated, Connor has to fix this.