Words seldom described what [Y/N] felt. They couldn't describe it in simple terms. Pain and pleasure smashed into one, giving them a euphoric feeling of childishness yet an anguish-inducing sensation of memories that want to be forgotten. Their life was never simple, nor were their feelings. Life changed for [Y/N] when the lighthearted child began to lose their vision to an illness their parents ignored. Day by day, they witnessed their own demise, years passing by at an agonizingly slow rate until their vision was entirely gone. They were forced to wait until their eighteenth birthday to receive help. By then, it was too late. But with their mental scars, their doctor kindly refers them to the Trauma Ward located in the same hospital. This was the chance they'd been waiting for. The opportunity to change their life. However, when a brooding young man unexpectedly entered the picture and threatened to change their life forever, [Y/N] was left with conflicted emotions. [Y/N]'s path had been determined for them. They wanted to take the reigns of their own life now. But will the man they met prevent them from achieving the freedom they desire? - Hey guys, I'm Daisy! This is my first ever story on here, woo!! Trust me, this isn't my first fic-but this is definitely my first for Vanitas. This story was originally by the user xXlivelaughlove on Wattpad. Their work inspired me like crazy, so I decided to write my own spin on it! The cover art belongs to the artist ecoplasma on Tumblr. It's currently a placeholder cover. I hope you all enjoy this journey to the finish! GENDER-NEUTRAL READER | MULTICHAPTER FIC | ONGOING | HOSPITAL TW | DEPRESSION TW | SUICIDE MENT. TW | ABUSE MENT. TW | ADULT THEMES