Ever since Izuku Midoriya joined U.A. High School and settled in, he knew that the League of Villains were after him and his quirk: One For All.
However, when the time comes when Bakugo is the target and is only seconds away from being captured, Midoriya throws himself in the chaos and ends up saving Bakugo, only at the cost of his own safety as he is captured instead.
Midoriya is brought back to the League of Villains' hideout and with him there, Shigaraki plans on changing the young boy's mindset and plans to use force against him.
When Midoriya isn't able to escape for three years and no one can seem to find him, he begins to lose hope and his wounds only bleed more. Even when he goes back in time with the help of a pro hero's quirk, he is diagnosed with depression and struggles to go on through life. He doesn't feel like himself. He needs someone. He needs someone so badly. But what if there isn't anybody to help Midoriya?
How will Midoriya cope when someone close to him dies right in his arms?
Warning! This story will contain depression, suicide talk, torture (not explained explicitly), violence, and a whole lot of angst!
Also, this story won't contain any ships. So, there isn't any BakuDeku, TodoDeku, etc., it's just a depressing story with Midoriya with his friends trying to change themselves to help him and their own selves in the future.
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Story Status: Complete!
Started on: 4/17/2019
Completed on: 3/7/2020
Started Editing on: 1/30/20
I do not own the cover art! But I own the art in the book!
My Hero Academia/Boku No Hero Academia (c) Kohei Horikoshi
Izuku Midoriya seems like a happy boy but what happens if his perfect life flies out of the window? What if Katsuki broke him once too many? What if he really wanted to die but even that didn't work out for him? What if Izuku is in so much pain that he goes insane? And what will Katsuki do if he finally realizes he has feelings for the broken boy he tormented all his life?
This is my 3rd story It's a Bakudeku, Characters and art aren't mine but the story is. The characters come from 'My hero academia' and whoever did the art, It's really good I wish I had a talent like that. Anyway this story will contain: Self-harm, a lot of swearing (Thanks to Kacchan), suicide, suicidal thoughts, Abuse, And other stuff like that. If you don't feel comfortable reading any of it then this story isn't for you. You have been warned. read at your own risk. ;) Keep dreaming. dreamer for life^-^
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