Hey I'm Emmi or babytard. I'm writing in this journal because my mom gave it to me last year in 2014. I was cleaning my room and I found it so I'm using it. Emmi acted happy. She never cried in front of her family besides Avia. But when she got her own room she acted... Well haunted. Shay abused and forgot her. She was hospitalized one day for 'jumping off the roof'. Avia knew Shay hurt her. Avia knew Emmi Laurie Buttler. Everyone else knew Emmi Loofus Buttler. Avia and Emmi always loved each other and one day Emmi was really sad. I tried to stop Emmi. I really did. I loved her too much to let her go. She didn't listen though daddy. I miss her daddy.